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FUCKIN FRUSTRATION [Aug. 15th, 2006|01:29 pm]
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[mood |thoughtfulthoughtful]
[music |Daily Show with John Stuart]

So yeah. fuck. You ever think that life got so fucked up that you really shouldn't even be at the place in life that your at? That's where I am right now. I don't want to be in this place in life, but yet here I sit.
What should I do? Suicide? Naw, that's lame as fuck. And stupid too. In fact, I think anyone who committs suicide and isn't in prison is more retarded than an actual retard. People who commit suicide deserve to be brought back to life and tortured for their stupidity. And then fed McDonalds the rest of their lives. ya bitch.

i love live journal. I can say whatever I want whenever I want however I want. I can say I fuckin hate George Bush. He's the worste thing to happen to America in a long time. He tries to bring God into the fact that he's blowing up children in Iraq like God would kill kids and try to defend it. Fucking idiot. Yeah, you may have taken out some Al-Kite-A people but you took out a school of children with him you sick fuck. May as well just bomb the whole damn middle east with that logic Hitler. While North Korea prepares missles to kick our stupid ass sex-obsessed country, Iran is showing some balls (finally) and doing what they want even though the world is against them. You know what? Im FOR Iran. I think they should have missles like us and other countries. America is biased and wrong. We can have bombs but nobody else can? That's stupid. That's almost as stupid as our president, but that's a hard level to get to.

So godbless America's people, fuck the corrupt government. In fact, lets call it a regime. Because that's what our government is. Are they bombing because we ask them to? FUCK NO! America was against the war from the beginning. But no. President Bush is so fucking bloodthirsty and wanted revenge so bad that he just does whatever the fuck he wants even if half the world has to die. I think the Antichrist is here, and his name is Bush.

Peace you bitches. Because I know you don't agree, but I know you are brainwashed by this world. So I cannot blame you. Just hate you for the stupid choices you make because your such a fucking idiot.

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I have always hated cops [Apr. 18th, 2006|09:50 am]
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[Current Location |Iowa]
[mood |highHiGh]
[music |Electronica/Rap/Rock]

Yeah so what the fuck is up. For some reason I've been thinking a lot about Jessica Bahr. Really weird. What a fucked up day. What a fucked up life. I'd pray for death but I'm christian and according to those rules I'm not going anywhere good. I wish there was an option that didn't put you on either side, and you could just claim you don't want to be apart of what you've been thrown into by being given life. I think that's the longest sentence I've written since 10th grade in High School. ... Marilyn Manson did say suicide is painless ... but should I trust a crakka? . .
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Yeah [Nov. 29th, 2005|01:55 pm]
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[mood |uncomfortablestupid goth kid bitch]
[music |Uh, being uncomfortable doesnt make me cry]

I forgot I still had a Live Journal. I'm not sure why I do. i_lied is gone so who gives a fuck right? fuck it. fuck you.

Im going out to shoot some shit.

That's the good thing about Iowa, you can always just say Fuck It and go shoot some shit in the woods.

I fucking hate this journal.

Fuck off

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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2005|11:37 am]
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Make yourself an honest person, and then you may be sure that there is less scoundrel in the world.
- -- Thomas Carlyle
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Hey Yo [Sep. 23rd, 2005|09:59 am]
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[mood |hotMy face is damn near purple]
[music |Oh No]

I think I'm going to move to North Dakota just for the hell of it.
Im faded as hell. Or as my friend Mike says, "Your Crunked!" Because he says Crunked means being drunk and high. What a fuckin dumbass. Shit sucks when people try to use slang they hear off of music videos. Shit gets annoying as hell. Hanging out with these people wastes weed and least of all, time.
So I say, today, take the time to just vibe alone to some music and if your into it, smoke some herbs.

Im out to do some crazy ass shit because Absolute makes this vodka called Level and I'm all tore up and shit. Its definitely a different level.

Remember: MTV stands for Moron Television, so friends that copy from it deserve to be punched. Being alone allows enlightenment to punch your MTV-copying ass.

Have a ... day.
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(no subject) [Sep. 13th, 2005|06:36 pm]
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[mood |ecstaticecstatic]
[music |The Game - Lloyd Banks - Snoop Dogg - Tupac]

I've recently been searching online for free online rpgs and I've come across some crazy shit. There is one that I thought was a cool concept. You build an army and attack other people and just beat the hell out of them. It doesn't use e-mail or even flash and its pretty cool - go to http://www.mercenarylords.com/?m=free&id=75922&click_id=1125034876 to hear more about it. It's seriously worth the time. I'm going to head out so that I can mess around in more games.
I need a life.


Conclusion: Play games that pathetic people play and beat them at it, it feels great!
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Cloud 9 In My Mind [Sep. 13th, 2005|10:24 am]
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[mood |highlove being high]
[music |Some Rap shit]

I gotta say im addicted to online Texas Hold'em. In fact I have a game going as I type.
In fact i'll just write in this later.



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The Excorcism of Aaron Zapata [Sep. 12th, 2005|07:03 am]
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[mood |awakeawake]
[music |MTV Video Wake-Up]

So there I was balls deep in some bitch in Tijuana...

That movie the Exorcism of Emily Rose was a good-ass movie. The only thing I would change is that if I was one of the people around Emily when she was possessed I would have beat the shit out of her so that I could say I kicked Satan's ass. In fact I probably would have slapped her around a lot and called her a bitch just to piss the demons off. I don't understand why nobody thinks of doing this!! It would be so awesome! I hope if Im possessed someone beats the thing that takes over me. That's pretty much all I have to say about that.

Im going to retire to a cloud of weed smoke and contemplate this further. And think about something else more useful to write in this journal ;p. Aight.

Conclusion: Make the best out of every situation - even possession.
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4th of July [Jul. 4th, 2005|05:18 pm]
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[mood |contemplativeHigh As HELL]
[music |Some Lil Jon, some 50 Cent, The Game, some random rock]

Celebrating Independence Day in Iowa is an oxymoron when you have to celebrate with sparklers and morning glories because the law says that's all we can have. I guess at least we can buy flare guns otherwise the 4th would suck. Flare guns are great when you're ripped.
I've been smoking so much weed i wonder if I'll ever be normal.
Chances are slim

I love America


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Good Time [May. 12th, 2005|03:09 am]
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[mood |contemplativeAmused]
[music |S.N. On MTV]

Uh Oh.
Im drunk again
Is that so bad? Na, but its weird now. Being drunk isn't the same. Marijuana isn't the same. It all seems as if its holding me back now. As if I naturally am drunk/high now.
I honestly think its because I live how I want now. I'm awake at night, I sleep during the day, the way I was built to be. My father always told me, no matter what the white people tell you, what you feel deep in your heart is the right answer. I hated him for being racist, but now I've become him. I've started to realize what he meant. I'm not who I'm supposed to be because society told me to be someone else. That is the ultimate high, the ultimate drunk, the ultimate all. I don't need all that now that I am what makes me happy. Too bad society will not except me the way I am. Once I get a decent job I will have to become the animal again. The animal agreeing with whatever just to be liked. The animal acting so human so that nobody will know what's going on inside. They always called us (Native Americans) animals. But I wonder who was really the animal? Who rapes? Who kills? Who steals? animals, they cannot understand such concepts. When Native Americans were the rulers of themselves, none of this existed. Now it does. WHO IS THE ANIMAL? I ask you that now. WHO IS THE ANIMAL?
Who would go across an ocean, across miles and miles of land, just to bomb ONE MAN who has hurt people n such? Killing hundreds in their path, angering hundreds of countries? I think that would only be the Americans who could commit such a crime and get away with it. Commit any crime of their choice and get away with it. In this world, there is no justice.

I hope I go to jail/prison for what I've said. But then again, its more than what my brother Leonard Peltier did. He did nothing and god life in jail. All he did was live on a reservation, survive, and be Native American. Research him and you will understand me, you will understand him, and most of all, you will get a glimpse of what we see every day. Every single day is a struggle that we are so happy to have survived. Embrace every day as if it your last. For some of us, it is our last. Today is mine. Embrace it please. Embrace it my friend. My brother. My sister. Embrace it.


[A.I.M.] American Indian Movement
[U.I.D.] Until I Die
[I.P.T.D.M.A.F.Y.] (to Jenni) I Promise To Do My All For You
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